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Nicholas
5thSept
Virgo




Sep 22, 2008 12:28 AM

Whenever I see my reflection in the mirror, I always ask myself the same questions over and over again. Why am I such a loser? Why can't I lead a happy life like the others? Why am I such a failure? What did I do to deserve all this?

All I ever wanted was a healthy life, a happy life, a wealthy one, a bright future, a stable career, a bunch of great friends and a wonderful soul mate. But in the end I failed to get either the things I've asked for. Healthy life? I'm not sure if I am healthy at all. Happy life? I doubt that I'm happy now. Talking about wealth I'm working like a dog when everyone is enjoying their holiday. Bright future? I'm now stuck in ITE so do you think that I've a bright future! I don't think a part time job is consider as a stable career. Talking about a bunch of great friends how do I know how great they are when I've been back stabbed by my best friend? A wonderful soul mate for me? I doubt she ever exist...

How can I be able to break this curse of mine? Who will be there to lend me a helping hand and show me the path to success?