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Dec 26, 2008 11:10 PM

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Dec 18, 2008 12:42 PM

Went clubbing at Attica yesterday night. We were planning to go to Zouk but by the time we reached, it's already full house. So we decided to try our luck at Zirca but asd to say 2 of our friends can't make it in as they just past eighteen only. So Attica is the only place I could thought of.

I guess Joshua wasn't really meant for clubs, perhaps pubs will be better for him. Anyway Joshua and Nicole went off an hour later followed by Dennis which left me and Desmond there. Two hours later we decided to look for them and WTH... Joshua was drunk. I was wondering what have they done to him. Nicole, Joshua and Dennis went home after slacking for fifteen minutes so Desmond and I went back to the club. But we only stay there for a while as most of them were Caucasians, indians and philippines. We left as we felt qutie uncomforable there. So Desmond and I shared a cab home.

So over all clubbing yesterday was a failure. I really wanted to get into either Zouk or Zirca but I guess theres always a next time. Perhaps I should go clubbing alone it'll be better though it will not be that fun. =/

I should look for some clubbing cliques as I can't really drink so I guess pub isn't meant for me.

I guess by looking at my character, I'm not meant to be mixing around in groups. Only by being alone then I'll not be bringing unhappiness to everyone.

Should I or should I not go back to that loner lifestyle of mine ? I guess I've already have a answer of my own. =)

孤单的我才是真正的我!





Back to the days of a loner...

Dec 13, 2008 11:01 PM

Had no programs today as all my friends are busy with their stuffs. =/ Don't really want to stay at home for the whole day as I'll be occupied with my work for like consecutively 3 to 4 days so I think I should take a walk outside.

Took a train to Chinatown as I'm hoping to locate some suppliers. But I guess Chinatown isn't the place where they'll set up their store. I don't really want to give up so easily but at the same time I don't have any idea where to go. So in the end I stroll from Chinatown to TanJong Pagar to Raffles Place took a bus to beach road and continue my walking session to lavender followed by bugis then gave up and took a train home. Six hours of walk and drank only one can of coke, almost died from dehydration. =.='''

In the end I found 0 suppliers....=.=

Though I've did not managed to find what I'm looking for but I've manage to sort out some stuff. I'm very tired of living my life to please everyone around me and I know pleasing everyone around me is difficult. Life is short and I think we should live our life to the fullest and to do the things that we want to do before we regret. Like it or not from now onwards this is who am I. If you guys aren't satisfied with my attitude, my way of doing things, my face, my actions etc. Then FUCK OFF. If I'm an eye sore to you then you can either disappear from my sight or you can make me disappear from your sight.

To Amy: I'm sorry for hurting you again and I am very positive that you'll be reading this post sooner or later. I don't know why by breaking with you makes me a guilty man and let everyone thinks that I'm a evil guy. But I believe that when we're together I did told you to cherish the one around you before you regret. I did told you that when I leave, I'll leave for good. When we're together you gave my quite a number of empty promise and I've told you umpteen times that giving empty promise is against my principles. You said you'll change but your actions gave me a very different answers. Believe me. I've no intentions of hurting you though I've hurt you more than I could even imagine. The reason why I didn't give you a firm answer that I'm not coming back partially is because I don't wish to let you suffer anymore blows and partially... I believe in Karma. Whatever goes around will definetly comes around. It seems like I was wrong as usual, I should have given you a convincing answer but instead I've given you a false hope. And now after a couple of months of breakup I've become an evil villan again... Perhaps this will be kind of harsh but believe me this will be better for us both. Amy, I'm not returning to yourside... I'm moving on... I'm no longer the Nicholas you knew anymore.







Dec 9, 2008 10:35 PM

I'm so sorry everyone! I'm so busy with my blogshop and working in cartel that I failed to update my blog regularly. Anyway, working for others and working for yourselves is a completely different thing. When you're working for others you need not care about how the business operates, all you've got to do is to accomplish those duties that you're being assigned to. As for managing your own business, it's pretty tiring. You've got to worry about this and that every now and then. You'll bound to have a couple sleepless nights worrying about what will happen if there's no sales and stuffs like that. So people, if you're indeed a friend of mine.... PLEASE SUPPORT! www.fashiondip-avenue.blogspot.com I'll appreciate if you guys could also help me advertise my blogshop and spread around this blogshop of mine to every single friend of yours.

Sorry. I didn't meant to hurt you over and over again but it's best if we remain as friends.







Dec 2, 2008 11:02 PM

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