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I'm putput no more! Jun 28, 2007 6:53 PM I'm putput no more!
Hey guys, I won't be using my nick putput that often like I used to. Think maybe its time for me to change my nick. I've been using this nick since I was like sec 1. Guess its time to change to a better one. But I've not really decided on what nick am I going to use. Any ideas? Oh. I guess I better pick up a nick without any help from others. As vivien told me I should have confidence in myself and I must not keep depending on my friends for advice or comments. I should think for myself. Sigh. Anyway, this few days I'm feeling so exceptionally lonely. Although I've always felt lonely but it seems that I'm feeling much more lonely than usual. Felt so unwanted. Guess it's true that the number of friends don't really matter, what matter most is how much I'm meant to them. Well, I've intend to go MIA (Missing in action) for about 2 weeks. Who knows none of my friends will realise that I'm gone. Maybe the only way they will realise that I'm gone is by reading this post of mine. Who knows they'll think I'm actually gone for good! Even if I'm gone I think it will not affect their daily routine, mood or what so ever. Oh! Maybe a little on their mood as they'll feel much more happier! Anyway, while I'm missing in action I guess I will not post, tag, log into msn, use friendster, answer calls or even reply messages. I will also keep away from Kovan which is known as my favourite hang out spot. I'll just be like disappearing into the air. Though some say absence will make a heart fonder but I guess it probably wont happen to me. 5 hours more before my MIA will start.............. Gone for good
Going insane Jun 25, 2007 10:03 PM Going insane
Sigh. I'm so freaking vex now. I've just realised I'm a man without secrets. I just can't keep my own bloody secrets to myself! I keep telling everybody about my secrets. Although I manage to keep my friends secrets to myself but I just keep mine! What big mouth I have! When will I learn to keep my mouth shut! When will I learn to act like a grown up instead of acting like a kid! My emotions are totally mixed up. I can be happy for this moment and sad the next before knowing it. I can feel sad, frustrated and angry at the same time! Is this part of growing up? ARGH! I'm already 18 and still vex about such minor stuff! I'm so CHILDISH, so bloody IMMATURE! I should control my emotions instead of letting them control me! Anyway, went to played basketball at Seng Kang cc with Jing Jie, Jun ming and one so called boy. Everything went well until there's was one guy who played rough with us. Well guess he think our size are much smaller than his so he can pushes us around. Well let me tell you, he is wrong! I'm not a push over like I was months ago. I wont just let him step over my head and tell me what to do, I wont go down without a fight. Although we still lost the match but at least I show him I not a pushover. Oh man. Today I felt so shag, so devastated. As if today's end of the world, everything seems so meaningless. I felt kind of hard to breathe. I felt as though there's a beast in me craving for more power. Am I going insane? I'm breaking apart....
End of the world?
Torrent VS Bao Feng Jun 24, 2007 12:48 AM Torrent VS Bao Feng
Sigh. I slept less than 3 hours on saturday morning. I was too anxious about the basketball match with Torrent on that day. So in the end I fell asleep around 3.45 am and woke up at 6.30am. To make things worse I quarreled with my mother early in a morning. ARGH! Quarreling in the morning really spoil my day. So I met up with my team mates at Hougang mall at 8.00am. Well, we plan to have our breakfast at Woodlands but Ivan was late! So while waiting for him, my team mates had their breakfast at Macdonald. As for me I bought myself a Kaya bread to chew on. Ivan arrived at the mall around 8.40am! Oh my how late can he be. The match would be starting at 10am sharp and we boarded the bus around 8.50am. We pray we'll make it in time as we don't really want to leave a bad impression for the opposite team. Luckily the bus we took was pretty fast we arrived at the destination between 9.45am to 9.50am. So we did a little warm up and try getting use to the ring. But to our horror we can't get used to the ring some of my team mates and me cant get the stupid ball into the ring. Well, we could only just pray that we'll get used to the ring when the match start. So the match started before we knew it. We have 15minutes of play time for each quarter and 1 timeout per quarter for each team. At the beginning of the match out opponents have already started leading. It seems that we guys don't really know how to play basketball. We were so disorganize and our defense were full of loopholes . It seems like we were kind of pathetic, we back off whenever we felt pressurise and we lost lots of chance scoring. But in the end our team no.14 pluck up his courage and took up the challenge. He is not one coward who will back off when he is challenge! So he clash with one of the Torrent's second biggest guy and send the ball into the ring. First 2 Points for BAO FENG by number 14! (BTW I AM NUMBER 14!!!) But still, after few minutes of struggling we still did not manage to score any more points whereas the other team kept scoring. 7.5minutes has passed and Torrent requested for a timeout and we found out that our score was like 10 to 2! WTH! So we decided that we ain't going down without a fight. After 4 quarters of struggling, we find ourself turning the table. We manage to catch up with the other team and its a DRAW! Yes! Its now or never our only chance to turn the table. Victory is ours. Once again the no.14 gathered his last strength and score for the team! At last we were leading so the exhausted no.14 was substitute as he's already at his limit. But after coming back from the toilet he find his teammates struggling to protect the lead. After the match we found out both teams have different scores recorded, according to the Torrent's score record, we had lost but from our score recorded we had actually won. So I think there's some kind of misunderstanding. Anyway, I've manage to score 4 points for the team only but hey, I score during the most important time. I also assist and stole quite a number of balls! As usual there were pretty much casualties on our team. My previous injuries started to feel kind of numb after the match. Anyway, it was like 12.40 when we finish the match and I've got to reach Bugis by 2.30 as I've got a breakdance class. Some more I've got to go home and take a bath first. So I've no choice but to skip my lunch and rush all the way from Woodlands to Hougang then to Bugis. Although I manage to reach the class in time but I could not catch up with what the teacher has taught. I felt like giving up I was like the lousiest in class. I guess dancing don't really suit me but I still think its pretty cool to know how to breakdance. To make things worse I could barely make my body move. Its as if they were going to breakdown any moment. I guess my body is in a pretty shape after the basketball match. Although the breakdance end at 3.45 but I reach home about 5pm. I really wonder why I took so long. After taking a bath, I rush down to Kovan for my lunch! As I really could not stand the hunger anymore. So I used 10 to 15 minutes to finish up my 2pcs chicken meal. Pro right! I then rush to Yuying sec for the Band concert. I didn't know it start at 7. I thought it will be starting at 6. So while waiting for the concert to start I took a short nap. Anyway, I was kind of disappointed as my friend promise me that he would accompany me. Sigh. It was a kind of a relieve that I took a nap while waiting for the concert to start as I was really worried that I would doze off in the middle of the concert as that would be pretty rude of me. In the middle of the concert I was spotted my Erinna, Xujun ,Karmen and soso. I was like SIAO LIAO. Anyway, as expected I was teased by them. After concert, we waited for Meizhen but after an hour of waiting she told us she wont be joining us. Sigh. Guess she's tired. Anyway went mac to eat with the girls. We chat for about 45 minutes or so and went home. Well, while I was ordering food with Erinna I think some of my mac friends thought that she's my girlfriend. Guess rumors about me having a girlfriend will spread throughout the store within days. Why am I so childish? How can I be more mature? Jun 20, 2007 1:05 AM Jac's and Arisna's birthday
Sigh. Nothing much to blog about today but just felt like blogging. Anyway, I thought today I'll look like an idiot with my new hairstyle but to my surprise I think I look pretty good in that new hairstyle of mine. Went to Mike's house today around 3pm as we were intending to set off for the chalet together. As we are going to celebrate Arisna and Jac's birthday. Well, he wasn't in as he went swimming with someone else! How could he went swimming without me! But its alright, I immediately forgive him after knowing who he's actually swimming with. While waiting for him to come home, I tried helping Shirley with her holiday homework but I guess I wasn't much help. Around 4 plus Mike came home and about 15mins later Alvin came too. So we took bus 89 to the chalet, as usual we guys exchange songs in the bus. When we arrived at the destination we met up with Ivan. Heard that he went to east coast by himself to emo before meeting up with us. He told us he went to East coast to have a look at the sea. Lame. Whats the difference between the sea at Pasir ris and sea at East coast? So we arrived at the chalet together but to our surprise the number of people there were much lesser than we expected. After slacking for 10 to 20mins the bbq is ready. As expected some of the chicken wings were not really fully cooked but I guess its ok for me. After dinner we took a walk at the beach and played at the playground for about an hour or two. After playing we guys rush back to the chalet gang up with the others to give the birthday girls a surprise. Although they look as though they were v shock and happy but I think the surprise was kind of expected. After eating the cake we guys too bus88 home. Well frankly speaking I was quite bored at the chalet so I really don't mind going home early. Oh man! There's an upcoming basketball match this saturday and to my horror I just realized that my right knee and ankle still kind of hurt. The injuries that I suffer couple of weeks ago hasn't recover and it hurt even if I'm just jogging slowly. I really wonder how can I survive the basketball match. To make the matter worst I'm one of the starting 5 players of the match. I guess I can only say wish me luck. whats that bitter feeling in my heart?
A new haircut! Jun 19, 2007 2:17 AM A new haircut
Went for a haircut today at Kimage. I was so anxious of what kind of hairstyle will I get as I intend to let the hairstylist to choose the perfect hairstyle for me. I entered the shop anxiously wondering which hairstylist will be assigned to cut for me. So after a hairstylist have been assigned to me, the hairstylist roughly brief me on what kind of hairstyle will she cut for me. After briefing me on what she's going to cut for me, she helped me to wash my hair. I really enjoy it when she wash my hair for me. I felt so relaxing when she massage my head. I've never been massage like this before. After finishing cutting my hair, I was so bloody shocked! I freak out! My fringe was being shorten! And its not just by a bit like what she told me before. Its like 3cm of my fringe is being cut away. Oh my~ How can I survive having such short fringe. Its been ages since I've have such short fringe. The fringe is one of a symbol of my pride and confidence! And how am I going to survive in the society with out my pride and confidence. But overall the haircut wasn't pretty bad. If it's isn't for the fringe I guess the haircut would be a success. Well, I guess what done is done and no point brooding over it. Lets just put our hands together and pray that my fringe would grow back as soon as possible. Anyway, I went to kovan mac to look for some comments on my new haircut. Sigh. Some of them say it's better den my previous hairstyle while some other say that they prefer my previous hairstyle instead of my new one. I guess I'm going to live with my new hairstyle for quite sometime but it'll takes time for me to get used to my new haircut. Anyway, I also make some new friends today such as Susan, Wei Jun, Xi Wei and more. Went to Vivo with them. They were pretty friendly and lame too. We slack for hours at the pool which is located at the top level of Vivo City. Enjoying the breeze and night scenery, at the same time watching them pushing each other into the pool. Haha. After slacking, we went to take the last train back to Hougang and we splited our ways. OH YA! Last but not least HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SUSAN!!! Don't cry anymore. Silly girl!!! You scare the lights out of me. Stay happy and smile always =)
About me Jun 17, 2007 12:33 AM About Me
You are constantly trying to make a favourable impression and endeavouring to be considered as that someone 'special'. You are pretty good at using various tactics and strategies that give the impression that you are in control. Maybe you are - but you are constantly watching to see whether or not your endeavours are truly appreciated. Be careful... just as 'you' may be endeavouring to influence others, 'they' may indeed be influencing you. You are willing to try anything once. You 'need to be needed' and what is perhaps more important you 'need to need.' You can only feel close to a person or persons when you feel you can trust them, but this trust needs to be proven to you. The situation at this time is one of considerable distress. You feel trapped and you are looking for some way out. You can find solace in the arms of someone who cares so long as there is no long-term emotional involvement. It is said that we are all influenced by our environment and indeed you are no exception. It would seem at this time that even though you may be surrounded by people, you are experiencing an inner loneliness. Fortunately you are sufficiently strong minded to realise that life has a great deal to offer you and that you may miss your share of experiences if you fail to make the best use of every opportunity. You therefore pursue your objectives with a fierce intensity and are prepared to commit yourself deeply and readily. You believe that whatever you would like to do or think 'you can do' - you do! It is because of this attitude that you may be considered by others as arrogant and even conceited, but its fair to say that whatever it is that you really want out of life you will put your heart and soul into it and will not take 'NO' for an answer. You are putting on a show - a facade. You are a master of demonstrating considerable charm in the hope that this can or will lead to better things. Deep down you are fearful that this may not work and that you may have to employ other strategies in order to realise all your ambitions. Try this at:
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