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Forgive and forget?

Should I forgive and forget? I know that I shouldn't bear any grudges and let bygones be bygones. I know very well that a man shouldn't be so petty and like what others always says I am very petty. Its easier said than done. How can I bring myself to act like nothing has ever happened. How can I pat him on his shoulder like I once did. After what he had done to me, I've doubts trusting him again.

Maybe I've forgiven him but I'll never forget what he did to me. Those memories will haunt me for the rest of my life I suppose. I don't deny the fact that I do miss the old times and long to crap with him like we used to but I'm sorry to say that I'm lack of the courage to take anymore risk.

I know that everyones thinks that it's a waste for us to end like this and they're trying their very best to help us. I sincerely thank them for that but I somehow think that it's pointless. What I meant was that since five years of friendship was put to a test and failed, will two more years of friendship make a difference?

I do miss the old times very much..
but everything is over....

The basketball court at Hougang cc have been repainted and repaired! I can't wait to try out the new hoops but sad to say the injuries on my wrist have yet to be healed. It's been about a month since I've stepped into the court. I bet my skills and stamina have deteriorate. Worse still it's been 2 months and my team mates and I have not come out with any interesting or inspiring names for our team.

Damn. Sometimes I wonder what's the point of working so hard and getting hurt. Some people ask me that is working so hard and getting hurt for the sake of $5.50 per hour worth it? I don't know. Sometimes I have the urge of changing jobs but sometimes I just don't feel like leaving cartel. There's just simply too much memories in cartel for me to let go. I really do enjoy working in cartel if it weren't for those china girls who never fails to spoil my mood.

After browsing through twenty thousands different kinds of blogskins for consecutively 3 days, I've finally found one that caught my attention. I'll probably be using this skin for quite sometime till I can find something better than this skin.

Caught the show, Leap Years with Alvin and Rachel on Thursday. I do agree that some part of the show was indeed quite touching but I'm sorry to say that I did not shed a single tears throughout the whole movie. I guess maybe I was too busy helping myself with my popcorns.

Sometimes I really do wonder if such strong love do appear in reality like what they were shown in the movies. Wouldn't it be great to have such strong love for one another. I really do wish to believe that such strong love exist in reality but time and time again I was proven wrong.

Anyway I don't know what had happened to me but my mood swings are really getting from bad to worse day by day. Does it got to do with my attitude or am I just craving for some attention. Though I'm always laughing and crapping with the people around me but yet I still feel that I'm so far apart from them. It seems like they've a bright future ahead of them while my future is a mystery.

After being a part timer in cartel for like four months I've finally understood how important the role of a cashier is. I always thought that the duty of a cashier is only to key orders and receive payment and thats all but today I learn something new. I learn that a good cashier must also ensure that the other stations are not jam by their orders. Which means they don't just key in the customers order as they like. They got to ensure that the other stations are working perfectly fine before they can key in the customers order and not just bomb them with the orders.

I thought being assigned to S1 with Yu Jia was already worse enough but Samantha somehow make things worse by keying the orders none stop! After being a server for 4 months for the first time I wished that someone would take over me that instant. Argh. Lucky Wai Hong came to the rescue if not I can't imagine the consequence. I'll have my revenge on Samantha one day!!!

Com revived!

Finally after for surviving so many weeks without my computer by my side, my computer have finally been brought back to life! Which means I'll be able to update my blog regularly as usual. After being not able to update my blog regularly for quite some time I bet my readers would properly have left me. Sigh.

My school's going start in the 15th of April. I wonder what will my classmates be like. Will they be hard to mix with or am I the one whose difficult to mix with? Or am I going to lead a life of a loner again? I think I shall let nature take it's course.

Due to some reasons I've not been attending my basketball training lately. Sorry guys. Have faith in me please. I'll be back before you guys know it. Trust me.