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Finally, I've managed to get in touch with Yukina today. I thought I've lost her forever since she have left Singapore. I was beginning to regret for not being able to send her off that day. I hope she's doing well in Japan and may her dreams come true. She'll only be back in about one and a half year later. By then I hope we'll be able to save up some cash so that we'll be able to get our driving licenses successfully and we can also travel to Thailand to do stuffs that we wanted to do. Can't wait to see her. I really miss her badly. Will I be able to call her "Sensei" again or will she be the same girl I know?

I want to be perfect but is that possible? Or should I just wake up from my dream? =) How I wish its 48 hours a day. So many things to do in such little time. J I A Y O U ! ! !

Will Muay Thai help me control my temper, or will it turn me into a savage beast? I really hate being stared by those kids who're trying to be some gangsters. How scary can they be for me to fear them? Don't challenge me for I hate to be challenge...

And to the uncapable CCA captain stop acting as though you rule me. I'm not someone to be controlled by. I come and goes as I like. If you're unhappy with my arrogant attitude then stop relying on me. Stop being such a baby, stop acting like a kid. Don't act as if you know what are my difficulties. Please be more mature and act like an 18 year old guy. Being naive wont bring you any good...

Should I dye my hair once more? Or should I just Fuck care about my hair color for the moment? =)

When you're tired that's when the real training starts...

Though I'm exhausted, tired, stressful but I'm happy... I'm content, satisfied and I hope my body would be able to take it... Please don't crash on me...

Maybe you would find this completely unbelievable and perhaps you guys will think that I'm being exaggerating. I wouldn't blame it on you guys if you don't believe whatever shit I'm going to tell you guys now because even I, myself find this unbelievable. Believe or not I'm highly addicted to KFC. Unbelievable right? But without having KFC as a meal for a day or two I'll be extremely tired, as though all of my energy have been taken away from me, I'll be falling asleep every now and then. Sometimes I'll not be able to concentrate on anything else and all I could think of is KFC. Laugh if you want to because even I, find myself pretty pathetic. The only thing that can bring life back to me is the one and only KFC. Sigh. What should I do? It's not that easy to kick this habit of mine as I've been eating KFC almost everyday for more then three years. =(

Though it's the first week of school but I'm already busy coping with my studies and work. I think it's better to work more since the semester had just only started. As I think that things is going to get tougher before I knew it. Though it's just the second day of school, the first lesson of Business Communication but it had already given my classmates and I a big headache. An Oral presentation in front of the class how great can it be? We're required to do topic related to office/business issues or current affairs within the last 12 months. We're graded on our fluency, poise and confidence, eye contact, audibility, ability to maintain attention of audience, use of media and our content! Argh. Communication is one of my BIGGEST WEAKNESS! HOW? Damn it!

Tired! It's been like a month since I worked in cartel, my skills, stamina and efficiency have dropped tremendously! Great! And now I must be back on form before anyone realises this.

My schedule for the week...

Monday- School, Cafe Cartel
Tuesday- School, Cafe Cartel
Wednesday- School, Muay Thai
Thursday- School, Cafe Cartel
Friday- School, Revise school work
Saturday- G Factory
Sunday- G Factory

Is it really impossible to be good in everything? Studies, Work, Muay Thai, Basketball, Weiqi etc? I'm not trying to turn myself into a perfectionist, I just want to be better, I just want to be great. Can't I?

Anyway I think I should give myself a pat on the back. For this couple of days I've successfully put up quite a smile in front of everyone I met. Despite feeling empty at times, I still manage to bring some laughter to them. I did a great job!

Happy Birthday to Amabel!
My 4th ex... TC

Time flies and school holidays will be over in about 2 days time. I'm happy and sad and the same time. Happy that I could go back to school as I miss the happy times with my beloved classmates and happy because I can finally return to Cafe Cartel. I really do miss my Cafe Cartel colleagues very badly and I do hope they miss me too.

Well part of the reason I'm sad because I can't work with April, Yi wen and Dean that often anymore and I'm starting to get used to their company. Work with them have been fun and I do appreciate the things that they taught me. I've learned a lot from them. The other reason is that I'll miss the Lafon people but I'm not sure if they'll miss me. They have been there to keep me away from boredom at times. I guess that means no K box for the time being as I can't possibly forfiet my beauty sleep for K box when there's school the next day.

Yvonne, do you still remember what I told you? Friends comes and goes remember? Haha. I guess it's time for me to go soon. So I can't be there for you that often anymore. I guess I'll most likely be around only during the weekends...

I'm now currently surrounded by the laughter of my classmates. I'm now stuck in a small and cozy room with ten of my classmates. Yepp. If you guys are wondering whether I'm in a chalet, you guys are right then! Haha. They really do know how to make atmosphere high. Sometimes I really do envy them for seeing things so optimistic. I sometimes do wonder how can they always be so happy, so hyper? Or are they just feigning a smile just like me? Are they putting up an act too? Despite being surrounded by the laughter's of my friends, I still feel the emptiness in me. I wonder why... Why am I so weird, so odd, so different? What in the world could fill up the emptiness in me?

Single and Loving it!
Thats the way it should be.
Thats how I wanted it to be...
isn't it? =)

Damn. I seriously hate it when others says that I'm immature! I do know at times I so act like a kid but still I just simply hate it when someone tries to show me how mature they are than me. It's like they're trying to show off how much they know more than me. I know I'm over sensitive at times but I just can't help it cause that's who I am.

My pride, my ego, is stronger that it seems to be....

I don't know why but I guess Yvonne really do have great choice of choosing the things to do and say. First by PS-ing me, secondly by telling me how immature I am. How great can she be. =(

Stocks will be arriving in a few days time and that means we'll have more watches to sell. Yes! Though I've no commission as a part timer in G factory but still I personally think that I should do my very best to promote as much watches as I can and learn as much as possible. As I've simply got nothing to lose for gaining some extra knowledge and I'm so going to take pride in whatever I do.

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Animator VS Animation 2



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Mr. Boomba Episode 1 - The Fly



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Mr. Boomba Episode 2 - Laundry



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Mr. Boomba Episode 3 - Habit



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Mr. Boomba Episode 4 - Hand Phone



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Mr. Boomba Episode 5 - Subway



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Mr. Boomba Episode 6 - Cup Noodles



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Sigh. I guess I'm not someone who is able to cheer others up when they're down. =/ I'm so helpless when it comes to cheering others up. All I can do is to look at them helplessly. I seriously hate the feeling of not being able to do anything.

Same goes for work, everyone's got something to do except me and this make me feel very useless! I'm like an extra, the odd one, though they keep telling me not to be so pessimistic about myself but I can't still help it. Though they told me that I did help them out but still I think it's not enough. I can do better than that. I DON'T LIKE FEELING HELPLESS. I want to help out. =(

I guess I better stay out of the way when others aren't in the mood to entertain me. Before I get on their nerves. I know I'm a nuisance at times. Perhaps I should go back to my old daily routine, with no one around my life except myself.

Sigh. I'm so disappointed with my grades. I was having quite a fever when I sat for the papers, so I guess that explains why I didn't do well for my exams. But still it should not be an excuse for me to do so badly for my exams. I shouldn't have place most of my hopes on last minute hard work. I guess I've learned my lesson. I really should have learn how to juggle my time between studies, work and friends.

3.313 is what I got for my GPA. =(

No matter what, I'm gonna take pride in whatever I do. Be it studies, work or my own personal life...