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Jul 30, 2008 11:10 PM TAKE CARE For life will be better without me... Jul 29, 2008 10:15 PM Damn. I'm really sick and tired of their quarreling. Arguing with each other for just only few dollars. Why can't I have some peace? At least allow me to have a place where I could forget all my troubles and worries! Why can't they be much more understanding? I'm so sick and tired of how inconsiderate they can be! I don't know how long can I put up with their selfishness!
8:44 PM Argh. Next week will be our presentation for BFD project and we haven even started rehearsing yet! I've a bad feeling about this. I guess no one in my group knows that I've stage fright. I hope everything will turn out well.
Darn. Everything is piling up on me. I really do need some fresh air. I'm not sure how long I can take this anymore. Sometimes I really wonder has this kind of lifestyle make me stronger or has it make me weaker by draining all my energy out of me. I know I cannot give up or else my efforts will go down the drain. Can somebody lend me some strength? I really need 48 hours a day... Jul 28, 2008 12:29 AM I'm so tired, so bloody stress up. Everything don't seems to be going well for me. I'm having a hard time juggling my studies and my part time job. I've a feeling that I'm unable to get an A for all my modules for this semester. I'm trying to work like how the role models of cartel, Charles Nicholas and Cherylin work. I'm trying to do things with pride and responsibilities. I'm also trying to control my temper but its not really as simple as it seems to be. I really get pissed off when I've got to do other people's job when I'm already overload with my own duties. My physical condition have been going down hill which means my basketball standard is dropping tremendously! Having two days of basketball training a week may be too much for my current time table perhaps I should consider dropping it. As for my Weiqi it seems like I've a very hard time of remaining focus throughout the entire game. I bet my lack of concentration during class and as well as during my game has to do with my lack of sleep. Relationships have been pretty complicated for me lately and I'm somehow being force to make some choices. I seriously hope that everything will be over soon.
Jul 25, 2008 12:02 AM I'm really very grateful for those who are there for me lately. Thanks for giving in to my moods and tolerating my temper. I'm really touched. Thanks for being so understanding but don't worry I'm strong enough to take the load that has been thrown on me. I'm not even near to breaking down. I hope. I'm now facing a slump in my life again but I know that everything will be fine before I know it. Jia you!
Time freezes when you look into my eyes Everything seems to perfect once again...
A day without laugher Jul 22, 2008 7:51 PM I guess everybody in class find me exceptionally quiet today. I've neither smile, laughter nor jokes today. I appreciates their care and concern for me. I'm pretty touch but maybe giving me sometime alone would be a better way to heal my wounds. I'm used to being completely isolated by the outside world. I've realise that the sun today aren't as bright as I thought.
By letting you celebrate my birthday with me will only hurt you more and how could I bear to inflict anymore damages on you. The longer we stay together the harder it will be for us to part. Since the both of us knew that there's no happy ending for us then what's the point of being together? I think that this is the only way for us to lead a better life. A better future. Though it may be hard for the both of us but it will be over before we know it. Stay strong and please don't give up in life, for tomorrow will always be full of surprises and laughter. Life may be hard for you now but I'm sure everything will be over before you knew it. If you really can't stop yourself from thinking of me, all you got to do is just look up at the sky and tell yourself that I'm somewhere near you under this beautiful sky of ours. Under this beautiful sky that we share. That all of us share... Crying inside.... love hurts Love is like a dagger, you can either hurt yourself with it or you could carve beautiful memories with it.....
有一种爱叫做放手。。。 Jul 21, 2008 11:02 PM I don't deserve your love. Please do not wait for my return for I'm gone for good. cry as I'm not worth your tears. Save it for someone better, someone who'll give you happiness, someone who'll always be there when needed, someone who deserve your love. I always thought that the problem lies with you but I was wrong. I came to realise that I'm the cause of all of our sufferings. All I ever wanted was a perfect girlfriend and a perfect relationship but I came to realise that I myself wasn't even perfect so how could I possibly expect my other half to be perfect. Perhaps that was the reason why I've always been so unsatisfied with my life and the things around me. Being with me will only lead you to more suffering and I don't wish to give the both of us a hard time. This probably would be the best decision for the both of us. I'll hope you'll understand and I'll never forget the times we had. Thanks for keeping my company for the past few months. I really do appreciate it. I'll take good care of myself so please even without me around I hope you'll live your life with full of colors. That's the last favour I'll ask from you. Take care. Farewell my darling, my baby, my dear and last but not least my friend.
我们的相遇是一个错误， 时间会治疗我们内心的伤口。 Being with me will not make you happy. Jul 17, 2008 10:03 PM Things must get worse in order to get better. How true. I ain't really a good boyfriend. I'm someone who'll neither be happy nor satisfied with how things are. I'll never be content with how things are. Please don't put in too much as I really don't deserved your love. The more you try to give in to me the more guilty I'll feel. Perhaps everything was a mistake. Trust me. I've no intention of hurting you. I've no idea things will turn out this way. All I ever wanted was a perfect relationship but I guess we're from two different world. We're seriously incompatible. Our interest and the way we do things make us both a completely different person. Although I've always think that like poles repel while unlike poles attract but both metals without magnetic force can't be together. I know I may regret my decision and like what you've said I may not find someone who's able to love me as much as you do. Frankly speaking I think so too. No one has ever love me as much as you do before and sometimes I doubt that I can find anyone who can love me this much. But I don't wish to continue hurting you anymore. You really do deserve a better guy. Sorry. 12:47 AM I Believe You
Journey Jul 16, 2008 11:21 PM That Alvin Wong finally return us our BFD test paper. I can't believe it actually took us a month to get back our paper. I wonder what took them so long to mark our paper. Anyway I score a C for my BFD paper. Darn it. How am I going to get enrolled into poly with such grades. It took me great effort to score an A for the AFD paper and now all my effort went down the drain. I hope I'll get a good grade for my OFA project and the test for Microsoft Word. Miss Choo told us that most of us scored quite well for the Microsoft Word and I hope I can get a grad A for it. As for my OFA project Miss Choo said that I did quite well for that as she can see lots of effort in my powerpoint presentation but I bet everyone in the class did quite well for that project too. I guess Miss Choo have no choice but to make some cruel decision. I bet Nicole's going to get first in class for the powerpoint presentation. Her ppt is so close to being perfect. I wonder how did she manage to make her powerpoint presentation so attractive...
Jul 14, 2008 11:53 PM 我 绝 不 能 经 言 放 弃 。 。 。 无 论 路 途 有 多 么 遥 远 ， 多 么 艰 难 ， 我 一 定 要 咬 紧 牙 关 拼 了 命 地 走 下 去 。 。 。 因 为 说 不 定 终 点 就 在 眼 前 。 。 。
What course should I choose? 12:35 AM Sigh. I'm feeling so vex now. I feel like taking up some course as life is pretty boring for me lately. Should I take up martial arts such as continuing learning Muay Thai or taking up San Shou course or should I go take up some dancing course such as Popping or B Boying.
By taking up either Muay Thai or San Shou can make me physically fit and maybe I could learn how to manage my anger. I can also help to defend myself from some troubles if I happened to bump onto one like what I did months ago. I do prefer Muay Thai than San Shou as I find Muay Thai more effective compared to San Shou. In other words Muay Thai is far more brutal than San Shou but the fees for Muay Thai are really quite expensive compared to San Shou. The fees for Muay Thai is around $250 for 10 weeks while the fees for San Shou is about $40 for 4 weeks. As for the dancing courses, it cost about $120 for 8 weeks. Learning how to dance can really make me a more confident person but the problem is I'm don't really have genes for music and as well as dancing. Some girls told me that Popping is much more cooler than B Boying but I personally think that B Boying is much more cooler. I've took up a B Boying course a year ago and I gave up as I find it too challenging for me. Plus I don't really have the strength to withstand most of my weight on my hands and shoulders. What should I do? As time and money is a big problem for me as well....
Highly Addictive Jul 12, 2008 11:48 PM Don't ask me why am I so crazy about animations and mangas. Cause even I don't even have any idea why am I so crazy about animations and comics. I just couldn't help it. Living in a world of fantasy must be pretty cool I guess. Reading Comics, watching animations as well as playing PSP makes me feel as though I'm part of them. Sigh I guess I'm highly addicted to PSP. I'm so going to get one soon. Heard that "Naruto 2" is out can't wait to get my hands on them. Besides I've yet to complete the promotion test for "Naruto". Can't wait to get my hands on Nicole's PSP. Feel so sorry for Nicole for having such a friend like me who keep pestering her for her PSP. XP
                  Jul 10, 2008 11:57 PM At times don't you guys think that some things are simply beyond our control? I'm really very sick and tired of how my life is. I know I got to do something but what? What must I do? I want to lead a better life, a happier life, a life full of colors. I'm really not satisfied with how things are. I know life isn't perfect but can't it just be better? I know my dreams are too unrealistic and too naive but I just can't stop myself from hoping that it would come true...
Simply can't stop myself from looking back...
My jokes Vs Siming's joke Jul 9, 2008 11:57 PM GIRL With PSYCHIATRIST ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Teacher:::-- -- make this sentence in this word '''hand''' -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Telephonic Conversation ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The Maid A guy dials his home phone from work. A strange woman answers. The guy says, "Who is this?"
Tired Tired Tired.... 9:10 PM I feel very sorry for my blog and as well as my readers. It's like I only update my blog once or twice a month and that's a huge difference compared to last year. I'm really sorry people. It's not that I don't want to keep you guys updated. It's just that my schedule are really very tight and I hope you guys can understand my difficulties for not blogging regularly.
Anyway, due to my hectic schedule I've been rather exhausted. I've been dozing off in class and as well as at work. If you guys bumped onto me either in the train or in the bus, you'll probably catch me sleeping. I'm now currently figuring out solutions to prevent myself from dozing off in class and as well as at work. I'm now currently forcing myself to sleep at least 8 hours or more and hope that helps. If you guys have any great ideas please feel free to share. I want to have my own PSP! I can't believe I actually helped Nicole completed unlocking all of the characters in 'NARUTO'! Naruto rocks! I got a feeling that you guys will be amaze of how strong Kizame and Itachi are! >0< Putput is tired... Yawn... |
