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Nicholas
5thSept
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Nov 13, 2007 1:16 AM




Here to update you guys about how things are on my first day of work. First I'm quite relieve that the staff there are quite friendly and sociable. I really enjoyed crapping with them. Though its weekday today but there are still plenty of customers. Especially during the peak hours! I wonder what weekends and public holidays will be like. Just thinking of it makes me shiver down my spine. GULP.

As it's my first day of work today, there's so many things I don't know. I felt as though I'm so useless. Its as if I'm not helping out, instead it seems like I'm creating more problems for them. I don't know if its about my pride but I really hate the feeling of seeking help from others. Its seems that I'm adding more problems to them. It seem as though I'm a kid with the need of some guidance from the adults. It makes me feel so small, so weak, so useless. Really do hope that I can help them instead of them helping me.

6 hours of work and I'm already so shag. I wonder if I can really withstand the fatigue for the entire day. Hope I'll be able to adapt to the environment before I even knew it. Working sure isn't really enjoying than some people expected. It's tiring! Money are sure hard to earn nowadays....

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