|
Profile Nicholas 5thSept Virgo Music Click to help Tagboard archives
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
Affiliates *My BLOGSHOP Alvin Amelia Chermaine Claria Esther Jaslyn Jassmine Jia qi Jolene Joshua Jun Ming KahKiong Kaiping Kristi Meizhen Nicole Phebe Samuel Shirlyn Siming Teresa Veron Vivien Xidi Xiuling Yang Zi Yong Rong Ziyi Credits You have to thank these guys for making such a Designer is CRUSHthespeaker . Designer's blog is here . Host is obviously blogger . |
Nov 3, 2007 4:27 PM Here to update this rotting blog of mine. For some reason sometimes I don't really feel like blogging and sometimes there are things that are inconvenient for me to post in my blog. And sometimes by not being able to post all of my thoughts and opinions in this blog of mine defeats the purpose of having a blog. Anyway enough of my crapping I'm here to let you guys know about how I've fare for my O levels paper. Well as expected I've been flunking all my papers lately! Though the results are not out yet but I think I'll probably get enroll into ITE this time round.
If it wasn't for my curiosity I would be enjoying my day now but I just really got to know the answer. Guess curiosity do kills a cat. I just really wants to know if its still possible for me to trust someone with all my heart. Or is history repeating itself? "It takes ten years to build up a trust and it take only a moment to destroy it." How true. Or is it "Once bitten twice shy"? Am I being inconsiderate and not being understanding enough? Am I just being too selfish and over protective? But I know one of the reason is bound to be that I've too little confidence in myself. How can I survive in the long run? Everything always seems to end before I knew it and I don't want it to end now. Be it today, tomorrow or months after tomorrow. O levels will be over within 2 to 3 days time. Its time for me to get myself a job. Should I try out the Cafe Cartel which is located at PS as my best buddy is working there or should I try out other jobs? Guess I've got not much choice but to work in F&B as I'm looking for a job with flexible hours. There's so many things I need to do during this holiday. Will I be lonely during the holidays or will I be too occupied to know what loneliness is? I can already tell that Emo days are waiting for me in that long holiday of mine. Guess something just couldn't be controlled. Somethings are always beyond our control. I've once again cross the boundary of God once again. As expected played with fire and got burn. Maybe I'm not really destined to be a player. Lets just say I've fallen into a deeper hole of darkness than I could ever imagined. |
