That was his last words for me. At least that was the last thing he wrote to me when I was still his student. He hopes that I will be surrounded by friends and never to be lonely, never to be left out. He also hope that I'll shine forever and shine for the others as well as the whole world. Which means he wants me to help the others but now how can I help the others when I can't even help myself?. Though I'm surrounded my friends but I'm still feel so lonely, so left out, so empty and so deserted. How can I tell if who is my true friends? Even if they're my true friends deep down inside my heart I know that they'll still leave me one day. I know that friends come and go but I'm not a specialist at letting things go. So I rather not place any hopes on any of them right from the start thats the reason why I'm feeling so lost.