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Nicholas
5thSept
Virgo




Sep 1, 2007 8:01 PM

Woke early today as there's basketball training this morning. I can't believe that I was the first to reach as everyone overslept! To make things worse I found out that they've lost my basketball! Argh. $50 just flew away but to my surprise I'm not angry or sad. I think its because I'm not in the mood to be angry or sad over such things. The things I've lost last thursday is much more than this $50 basketball.

Don't really know what has gotten into me today but I'm really on fire. I'm hyper active and it seems that I don't get tired at all. Well I don't know if I've played rough today, all I know is that I kept banging on to others but it don't seems to hurt at all. Everything seems to be so slow motion today. All maybe I'm exceptionally fast today. Think its most probably I'm thinking about her. Or should I say I tried to stop thinking of her by focusing all my attention on the match. Infact I think concentration is what I always lack of during a match.

Anyway to my surprise everyone in the team knows what had happened to me. I really wonder how things manage to spread so fast without me knowing it. After training, went to Kovan to rent a VCD as I've no plans for today. Don't really felt like going out or should I say I've no idea where should I go. Bought instant noodles for lunch as its cheap and I'm currently broke. As usual while eating my lunch, I was watching the vcd that I rent at Kovan. I always used to that weeks ago and I can't believe my lifestyle had not change a single bit.

After finish watching the show, I played some computer games. But I've no idea why I don't felt like playing the games that I used to love. Ever since that day things were some how different. Life some how became dull, became grey, became meaningless. Tried chatting with friends in msn to cure my boredom but it don't really seems to work. So tried looking forl sunset pictures. It do keep me occupied but not for long though.

Anyway my left middle finger is freaking swollen. Its so red! I must have injured it during the training this morning. Its so difficult for me to type fluently now. To make things worse my right knuckles have not recover. Serve me right for punching the letter box with all my strength. My knees too seems to have injury too. Its been giving me quite a headache since yesterday. Its an old injury of mine and I hope its not serious. Whats happening to me? Argh. Why can't I be more careful! Stupid me.....