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I'm currently crazy about street fighters lately. I've been watching street fighters animations on youtube and I've been playing street fighters game in arcade as well. I guess there's indeed a kid in everyone of us. To make things worse Lawrence played the role of Cyclops while I'm RYU! LMAO! I guess we guys really have nothing better to do.

As usual I've been thinking about lots of stuff lately. There was once someone told me that normally when a person is good at giving advices about relationship shows that he himself have quite a number of failure in relationship. I guess its pretty true. One of a reason that I'm able to give my friends advices in relationship is because I myself have been quite a failure in my relationship. How ironic can it be?

I don't really know when did it started but before I knew it I'm already pretty good at giving advices in relationship. Why? Is this a gift or a curse? After much thinking I've found my answer. This could be a gift as well as a curse. Maybe the only way of breaking this curse of mine is to use my gift to help others. To help others in their relationship and let them understand what's love. Then will my curse be broken and maybe my angel will appear. She and I may not have cross paths yet or may be she's been observing me all these while for all I know.

Rainy days used to be one of my favourites. I used to think that rainy days are pretty romantic, sweet and peaceful. A great weather for couples to cuddle together for warm but after that incident everything changes. Rainy days brought me coldness, pain, misery and sadness. Every single drop of rain that landed on me pierce through my heart like an million needles. Though the rain brought me sad memories but come to think of it they are beautiful too. In once in a life time how many people will get the opportunity of crying their hearts out under the rain. Thanks. Thanks for making this relationship so beautiful......... Though its sad but its beautiful........

Last but not least, my mum once told me no matter how ugly or evil a person is there will always be someone out there for them. I used to think its kind of a bull shit but now I'm somehow starting to believe it.

I'll somehow try my best to do my part by purifying the love out there...
Are you my angel in disguise?

Maybe god wants me to gain a better knowledge of what love is so he allowed her entered my life. When our path crosses changes started to take place. Rains began to fall and ripples appeared on the still lake. Sun began to rise and set, flowers started to bloom and wilts. The time which has been froze long ago have started to move on. She brought life to my world. Things weren't the same anymore. She changed me...... After she's done her part God make her leave.