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Don't fall for me. Thats all I can say. If you think I'm referring to you then you are right, if you think I'm referring others so be it. I know that part of the reason that you fell for me because you're touched by the things I did for my ex and that was the things that you expect your boyfriend to do for you. But for the time being I'm really not in the mood for another relationship. I've yet to fully recover from my previous fall. My heart is still weak, its weaker than before. Wounds that have been inflicted on me have yet to be healed. A simple touch on my heart will cause it to shatter. I know that I've no right to stop you from falling from me but frankly speaking I don't think I can treat you like how I treated her. The feeling and love is just not there. If I can't love a person whole heartedly I wont allow myself to be her guy and that makes me who I am. I won't reject you personally cause I don't really know how not to hurt you by rejecting you personally. All I can do is to act as if I don't know a single thing and remain as friends. To make things simple I'll act blur.

Anyway, just finished chatting with Lawrence and I found something pretty amusing. I've always thought that Lawrence and I listened to the same genre of music but he prove me wrong. He said that he listens to "love songs" while I listen to "emo heartbreaking songs". How true! I really got to agree with him....

Tomorrow my mum's going to KK hospital for operation! How cool! Wonder when will she be out. I'm really very worried. I'm worried not because of her operation, I'm worried who's going to do the house chores for the next few weeks?! How "filial" am I!