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I'm just a fool

I'm just a fool

I should have known! You weren't actually serious about the relationship! If you were you weren't end it within the forth day. Like you said I'm too naive. You said that I was controlling your freedom by not letting you do this or that. You could have talk to me about it! Well you told others that you did not had a bf similar to my character so you did not know what I'm like and you did not know what to do. Well you think I'm really that experience in a relationship as well!? I tried my best to give you a better life and be the sweetest bf you ever had by asking opinion of others of what I should do and this is what I get in return. I fetch you to school, accompanied you home after school and outings, gave you money when you were short of it, bought you things, told you how much I love you, wrote letters for you and bought flowers for you within a week?! And this is not enough? You said you're that type that who is dependent on bf thats why I stick to you! And yet you said I was controlling your freedom! Well do you think I'm not tired of sticking to you? Remember me telling you that I'm afraid to lose my friends right after I have you by my side? I guess you've forget about everything I've said. I've my own life too. I've have my own friends but in order to make you the happiest gf in the world I sacrifice my friends, my time and my life! You said I stalked you and have you ever thought why did I ever do that? You were avoiding me after break up! Not replying my sms, msn, calls and what so ever so and how do you expect me to find you! The only thing I could do is to wait for your school dismissal! And what about me using ZiYi as a middleman?! I've tried talking to you smsing you as well as calling you but have you answered your calls have you ever replied my message! No! You didn't! I tried to hold back my temper but there's always a limit! I tried to be gentle, understanding and sweet but what have you gave me in return! Nothing but full of pain in the heart! Whats that about being afraid to fall for me as you've been hurt by your exs. Have you ever spare a thought of my feelings all you think about is you! You are so selfish. Or maybe you weren't serious right from the start. I'm just a fool....