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Nicholas
5thSept
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Aug 31, 2007 8:30 PM

Actions speak louder than words

Didn't expect things to turn out this way. I guess there's no point crying over a spilled milk. What done have been done no point brooding over it. No point looking back as it'll only hurt more. Guess I should once again pick myself up and move on. Anyway I've learned that actions do speak louder than words!

Guess I'll be fine in about few weeks time. So no worries! You guys are right the more she see how upset am I over her the happier she is. Who knows she maybe laughing at my foolishness now. I'm just a joke to her. A fool. I'll take this as a lesson and learn from my mistakes. I'll thank her for making me stronger for making me realise how naive and stupid I was. After what had happened, I'll become a stronger person. Trust me! And when I asked you guys to trust me, I really mean it.

I felt like telling myself that a loner is always a loner and no matter how hard I try I'll still be one lonely guy but I guess I'm wrong this time round. Though my friends always don't seems to be there for me when I need them to get rid of the loneliness but I guess they are still there when I needed them the most. They are here to break my fall this time round. They are here to let me see things clearly, here to smack some sense into me. Here to offer me help, here to help me up from this painful fall. Here to share my pain. Thanks guys.

Greatest Thanks to:

Hui Xian-for being my listener ( Sisters )
Khim Cheng-for letting me see things clearly ( Sisters )
Joyce-for being my listener ( Sisters)
Yang Zi-for being my listener ( Sisters )
Jaslyn-for being my listener ( Ex Macdonald colleague)
Vivien-for being there for me ( Ex Gelare colleague )
Wei Ting-for sharing your experience with me ( Friends)
Zi Ling-for being my listener ( Friends)
Kristen-letting me know those are just lies ( Friends)
Qiu Min-for helping me to face reality ( Cousins)

Last but not least special thanks to ZiYi and Mei Xuan. For crying with me when I cried and there to tolerate my temper. As for ZiYi thanks for being there when I'm bored. And to Mike though you did not asked me about what happened but your existence meant alot to me. Thanks.

Lastly, guys give me time. Somethings can't just be forgotten that easily. There's always be memories. Feelings will still linger. I've put in too much this time round so please give me time. Thanks guys......