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Apr 12, 2009 10:00 PM School's starting tomorrow, I don't know if I should be excited to see my classmates or sad that my holidays are over in a blink of an eye. Everyday seems to be the same for me, so hectic, so tiring, so exhausting. Trying to earn as much as I can so that it'll be easier for me to juggle my studies and work at the same time. Holidays or not, it's still freaking tiring for me. Sometimes I do asked myself why do I have to work so bloody hard while my friends have their parents for financial support.
I have to agree at times I do hate my parents for not having the ability help me financially and mentally. And at times I also do hate myself for not being a understanding and filial son. I know life is unfair and we can't always make comparison with the people around us. I wish that I'm stronger so that I can support myself effortlessly and at the meantime I can make my parents and the ones around me happy. I'm ambitious and useless at the same time. I wants lots of stuffs and achievements. but I'm not able to achieve the stuffs and things that I've always wanted. I don't want to be stuck as a worker and work like a dog just to earn enough for living. I want to be wealthy, to be rich, to have lots of friends, I want others to envy me like how they envy those wealthy people like Bill Gates. I hate myself for me so weak....
Back to zero, back to square one Apr 4, 2009 4:10 PM Wishing Upon a Fantasy - Toumay Yang Trying my very best to get myself back up on the track. Recently I've been struggling to adapt myself in quite a number of different environment. It's as though I've got to start my whole life all over again, I know nuts about so many things. Perhaps I overestimated myself or perhaps it's another challenge for me, another obstacles for me to overcome. I hope everything goes smoothly. A challenge for both mentally and physically. I know that sometimes the right path may not be the easiest one but at times I do feel like choosing the easiest way. Am I able to maintain my true self in such chaotic environment? |
