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Sigh. I guess I'm not someone who is able to cheer others up when they're down. =/ I'm so helpless when it comes to cheering others up. All I can do is to look at them helplessly. I seriously hate the feeling of not being able to do anything.

Same goes for work, everyone's got something to do except me and this make me feel very useless! I'm like an extra, the odd one, though they keep telling me not to be so pessimistic about myself but I can't still help it. Though they told me that I did help them out but still I think it's not enough. I can do better than that. I DON'T LIKE FEELING HELPLESS. I want to help out. =(

I guess I better stay out of the way when others aren't in the mood to entertain me. Before I get on their nerves. I know I'm a nuisance at times. Perhaps I should go back to my old daily routine, with no one around my life except myself.