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Nicholas
5thSept
Virgo




Oct 14, 2008 11:24 PM

Maybe you would find this completely unbelievable and perhaps you guys will think that I'm being exaggerating. I wouldn't blame it on you guys if you don't believe whatever shit I'm going to tell you guys now because even I, myself find this unbelievable. Believe or not I'm highly addicted to KFC. Unbelievable right? But without having KFC as a meal for a day or two I'll be extremely tired, as though all of my energy have been taken away from me, I'll be falling asleep every now and then. Sometimes I'll not be able to concentrate on anything else and all I could think of is KFC. Laugh if you want to because even I, find myself pretty pathetic. The only thing that can bring life back to me is the one and only KFC. Sigh. What should I do? It's not that easy to kick this habit of mine as I've been eating KFC almost everyday for more then three years. =(

Though it's the first week of school but I'm already busy coping with my studies and work. I think it's better to work more since the semester had just only started. As I think that things is going to get tougher before I knew it. Though it's just the second day of school, the first lesson of Business Communication but it had already given my classmates and I a big headache. An Oral presentation in front of the class how great can it be? We're required to do topic related to office/business issues or current affairs within the last 12 months. We're graded on our fluency, poise and confidence, eye contact, audibility, ability to maintain attention of audience, use of media and our content! Argh. Communication is one of my BIGGEST WEAKNESS! HOW? Damn it!

Tired! It's been like a month since I worked in cartel, my skills, stamina and efficiency have dropped tremendously! Great! And now I must be back on form before anyone realises this.

My schedule for the week...

Monday- School, Cafe Cartel
Tuesday- School, Cafe Cartel
Wednesday- School, Muay Thai
Thursday- School, Cafe Cartel
Friday- School, Revise school work
Saturday- G Factory
Sunday- G Factory

Is it really impossible to be good in everything? Studies, Work, Muay Thai, Basketball, Weiqi etc? I'm not trying to turn myself into a perfectionist, I just want to be better, I just want to be great. Can't I?

Anyway I think I should give myself a pat on the back. For this couple of days I've successfully put up quite a smile in front of everyone I met. Despite feeling empty at times, I still manage to bring some laughter to them. I did a great job!

Happy Birthday to Amabel!
My 4th ex... TC