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CCA is starting next week!

I've got to attend my school's Basketball CCA next Wednesday and I really afraid that I can't make it into school team. I really wish to join Jia Wei and others in the school team but somehow I got a feeling that I'm not gonna make it in. There's so much stronger players who can play better than me. So I really don't know how am I going to make it into the school team. I really hope that history will not repeat. I hope that I'm not going to give up half way like what I did during my secondary school life. I don't want to have any more regrets but how in the world am I going to find such strong determination and perseverance to pull through those tough training?

I'm sad to say that I lost most of my skills in playing chess. I can no longer move the pieces as swiftly across the board like how I used to. Like how I once move those pieces across the board as if they were my own hands and legs. I regretted for neglecting my passion for chess. Chess and Basketball are my source of confidence and I can't believe I lost something so important. I shouldn't have given up on Chess as I know that Chess hasn't given up on me. When will I get back what I've lost? When will I once again be allowed to enter the Chess world? I've let those who have high hopes on me down again. Someone please tell me how should I re-summon back those skills of mine again. What should I do in order to be stronger than before? Chess club is starting next Friday and I've got only a week to get back what once actually belong to me.

please don't leave me...
come back...
as I really need you...
like never before...