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Forgive and forget?

Should I forgive and forget? I know that I shouldn't bear any grudges and let bygones be bygones. I know very well that a man shouldn't be so petty and like what others always says I am very petty. Its easier said than done. How can I bring myself to act like nothing has ever happened. How can I pat him on his shoulder like I once did. After what he had done to me, I've doubts trusting him again.

Maybe I've forgiven him but I'll never forget what he did to me. Those memories will haunt me for the rest of my life I suppose. I don't deny the fact that I do miss the old times and long to crap with him like we used to but I'm sorry to say that I'm lack of the courage to take anymore risk.

I know that everyones thinks that it's a waste for us to end like this and they're trying their very best to help us. I sincerely thank them for that but I somehow think that it's pointless. What I meant was that since five years of friendship was put to a test and failed, will two more years of friendship make a difference?

I do miss the old times very much..
but everything is over....