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Sigh. Quite a number of my colleagues will be leaving cartel soon. Gemma and Lester will be returning to their country soon while Samantha, Alywin, Ya ting, Vanessa and others will be quitting in a few weeks time due to some reason they aren't allowed to work when school reopens. I bet I'm gonna miss them. I can't imagine what will it be like to work without them. We'll definitely drift further apart or worst still we might even lose contact. I'll miss the times when we shared our laughters together and the times when we cursed some of the stupid customers. Friends come and goes. I shan't take it too hard instead I should learn how to accept it. I should accept the fact that nothing last forever.

Anyway I've accepted my JAE yesterday. I've been offered a place in accounting at Simei ITE. Though most of my friends are in Bishan ITE but yet I chose to put Simei as my first choice. I do want to join my friends at Bishan ITE but I also wished to start my life a new. Where everyone only judge my from now and not before. I want them to know me as someone better and not a failure. =)

You Are Somewhat Virtuous

You are occasionally a good person, but you often stop short at doing the right thing. It's just a lot easier (and more fun) to be bad! You do have a reputation to uphold. Deep down, you're a fairly good person. But no one's perfect. You're just a lot less perfect than most people! Where You Are Virtuous You have the virtue of Cleanliness. You keep yourself and your home clean. You have the virtue of Sincerity. You are not deceitful, and you always have the best intentions. You have the virtue of Industry. You know how to do what's useful and avoid time wasters. Where You Are Not Virtuous You lack the virtue of Silence. You talk too much, and your words aren't as valuable as they could be. You lack the virtue of Chastity. You aren't guarded when it comes to intimacy. You lack the virtue of Humility. You tend to annoy people with your bragging.

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You like privacy very much because you enjoy spending time with your own thoughts. You like to disappear when you cannot find solutions to your own problems, but you would feel better if you learned to share your thoughts with a person you trust.

The Real You

Here is the analysis:

1. You are a very serious person. You tend to be quiet and well behaved, and you don't have a great deal of self-confidence. You prefer to be alone rather than with friends and that could make you a little less interesting to certain types of guys. You are very attractive in an individual kind of way, and this means it can take people a little while to get to like you.
2. You really care about other people's feelings and are quite serious about the issues that affect your life. You are sincere, and your concern for the well-being of others makes many people want to be your friend.
3. You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.
4. Your peers think of you as a fun person, but sometimes you can be a little irresponsible. You can be somewhat childish, and can try to ignore the fact that you will one day need to really grow up and be a mature adult! Perhaps you could start reading good books; they might help you look at the world in a different light. You do want to be taken seriously, right?
5. Your girlfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your girlfriend, are thinking.

What's your personality love style?

What type of personality do you have?

My computer has given up on me

Finally, I've got a chance to update this rotting blog of mine. It's not that I don't wish to update my blog. The reason that I've not been updating my blog is because there's something wrong with my stupid computer. I hate it! It ruined my daily routine. I cant believed that I actually survived 3 weeks without updating my blog and checking up on my friendster.

I'm now currently using a friend of mine computer to update my blog. There's so many things I wanted to blog about but yet my time is limited. I've been working a lot lately as if I'm in desperate measures for money. I'm not really that desperate for money though. It's just that by keeping myself busy is the only thing that can keep my thoughts from running wild. I don't wish to keep whining and complaining about how bad and unfair my life is. It'll only shows that how irritating and childish I am. I guess everyone knows that life isn't easy so I guessed that I've just got to accept it.

Work has been fun. Though I'm always the joker or should I say laughing stock in cartel but I don't really feel bad about it. At least it's good to see that they're happy working with me. Thought at times I'll show some attitude when I work but it's pretty surprising that my colleagues and managers put up with my stupid attitude. Worst still lately I've been late for work for like consecutively 3 days and yet they did not really scream at me or what =P. And I thank them for that. I'm now trying to be a better S1(server) by controlling my moods and temper as Amelia told me that in order to be a better S1 I got to be calm and thats what I'm lack of. So lately I've been trying to put up a smile when I work be it feigning a smile or what so ever.

Lately there's rumor of me in cartel but who cares. I mean sometimes there isn't a need to explain everything. As long my conscience is clear I've nothing to worry about. I can't possibly meets everyone expectations right? As long I know that I did my best I guess that's enough.

Oh. To some pathetic freak out there. Could you kindly please stop calling everyone "brother". It sounds so sick. And to those who think they know everything about what happened between Mike and I, stop acting like you're in my shoes. Cause it's completely different case and you're really getting on my nerves.

I've finally got my ear pierce

Met up with Amelia, Liang Hao and Samantha at Bugis as Samantha and I wanted to get our ear pierce. Amelia was ten minutes late as she arrived at 1.40pm sharp but we forgive her as it was her first offense. After Amelia and I managed to withdraw our money at the Atm machine we went to Pastamania for our lunch. The lunch wasn't a quiet one and thats the way I like it. After lunch we accompanied Amelia to shop for her CNY clothes. After shopping for Amelia's CNY clothes we headed to Bugis street to get Samantha's and my ear pierce.

When we arrived at the shop where we finally decided to get our ear pierce I somehow needed to go to the wash room very badly as I'm in a high tide. They were laughing at me and told me to calm down as they thought the sudden urge of me going to the toilet has to do with my worries of getting my ear pierce. After going to the wash room I headed back to the shop and told them we're piercing our ears. Samantha volunteered to be the first which wasn't really a very good idea as it'll increase my nervousness. After seeing Samantha's getting her ear pierce my legs somehow failed to really stand the weight of my body. The shop assistant told me not to worry as it's not going to hurt. In a speed of light everything was over. I was like "HUH?! Finish liao ar? So fast?". The shopkeeper smile at me and said " Told you liao. It's not going to hurt right?". Oh man how embarrassing. I wonder which idiot told me that it's going to hurt.But I'm quite proud of myself as I think very few people would get their first ear hole pierce on the top of their ear.

After getting my ear pierce we took the train back to PS as Liang Hao and Amelia got to start work at 5pm. Vanessa joined us after her work and left an hour later as her parents came to pick her up. So Samantha and I went to Cafe Cartel for dinner. We ran into Hua Jie and her guy friend so they joined us. As it was still early and I'm freaking bored I send Samantha to her MRT station. Had a wonderful day and I'm looking forward to more cartel outings...

I will never forget the damaged he had done to me.
Never will I trust him again.
Once bitten twice shy.
Friendship, Love, brotherhood, never ending bond are just a load of bullshits.