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Dec 12, 2007 9:30 PM You've broke our vow, our promise...
and that may cause us our friendship... Will it? Promises that are ought to know... vows that were unsaid... untold, unspoken of... But you ought to know... At least that was what I thought... Since before I knew it, you've become my greatest friend. Someone whom I can pour out my secrets and thoughts to. Someone who will always be there when needed. At least that was what I thought. I enjoy being one of your closest friends but I'm not sure if I'm the best. I don't really dared to pin high hopes on that. I'm just somehow satisfied with how things are. I thought living in your shadow will be something great. At least I'll know where I belong and when I see you I'll see me. But I'm wrong. Living in your shadow's may not be such a great thing after all. People do see you when they see me but they don't really see me in you. I'll be some stranger to them without you around. Without you around I'll be left with nothing. There will be no Nicholas. You'll be the hero while I'm the zero. And you always are the hero while I'm always the zero. I may be relying too much on you. Maybe it's time for me to break free. Its now or never... You've been a great friend. A friend that I could ever ask for. I'm really grateful for you've been there for me during my darkest period. But I need some time alone to think things through. I've been pretty vexed recently and I need a break. A break from the outside world. Felt like going missing in action again but I know you guys definitely won't approve to it. So no worries. Will our friendship pull through this dark period? Or will it be broken? For christ sake why is he doing this?! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Since when I was a child my hands have always been exceptionally cold than others. Sometimes when it's raining season or when I'm in a air conditioned room my hands will turn as white as a snow, my nails will turn into purplish grey and it'll be as cold as the iceberg. I wonder if there's a reason to it. Though normally guys should be warmer so they can give their mate warmth but for me I doubt that I can give my mate any warmth. And I think that by not being able to give any warmth I'm actually quite a failure. |
