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Nicholas
5thSept
Virgo




Nov 7, 2007 10:28 PM

Nothing much really happen today. Today has been a long and boring day for me. Went to Amk hub to catch a movie regarding about Muay thai. Its called Muay Thai Chaiya. Guess what? I actually went to catch the movie alone. How pathetic can I be? If you guys think its funny laugh for all I care. Its as if I do have a choice! Everyone in the cinema were either in a group or in a pair. So if you guys think I really do enjoy catching the movie alone then so be it.

The movie was somehow quite different from how I expected it to be. There was a few touching scene which almost make me cried. In fact I think tears did roll down from my cheeks. Who cares?! As if anyone would take notice of me. After the movie which lasted about 2 hours I took bus 74 home. During the evening time I went to Punggol Park for a jogging session. Guess I'm really bored. After jogging I went to look for Mei Xuan and Zi Yi to rot with them. I was kind of irritated when ZiYi and Mei Xuan got to go off when I've just arrived.

I don't really know if I should post such stuff on my blog as I'm afraid it will hurt someone. But like what others told me if I do not post the things I wanted to then it'll be meaningless for me to own a blog. Well if my post did offended someone out there I sincerely apologies as I'm just expressing my thoughts and feelings here.

I don't really know if the problem do lies with me or what. Maybe I'm not understanding enough. Maybe I'm too stupid but I just really failed to sense any love, care and concern. Its like I'm too insignificant. Like I'm just a substitution. My heart is crying for christ sake! Does anyone knows? I'm hurt, in pain... I felt so unwanted! Simply tired of feigning a smile. Do YOU wish to help me?



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