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Sorry but I really can't let you have her friendster add. Sorry that I can't show you her pictures and infact I don't have any pictures of her too. Please understand my difficulties. Please spare a thought for me. If one day you broke up with your guy and somehow most people think that its your fault. But infact it may not be totally your fault or maybe its due to some reason that most people would not understand including him. Would you be pissed if he showed others your pictures, friendsters or just announced to the whole world who had hurt him. Would you be happy if he ruined your reputation? Would you be happy if he told others that "Hey this is the girl who hurt me!"? I doubt so. I've already done her wrong by telling my friends how she actually hurt me after what I did for her and I don't wish to do more harmful things to her. So please spare a thought for me and please don't place me in a difficult position......

One of my friends told me that the reason for not showing others her pictures, friendster or whatever shit is because I'm still waiting for her to return and I've still have feelings for her. I agree that I do still have feelings for her at the moment but I really doubt she'll be coming back. She's found her love. A friend of mine wanted me to swear that I'll not patch back with her no matter what happens. Sad to say I don't really think its necessary to make this vow as I'm not really sure if she still regard me as a friend of hers. And she told me that she won't be coming back to me and I believe that she meant what she's said. And even if she really do come back, like as if she would, it will be pointless......