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I've been mixing with Lawrence and the others lately. I've been slacking with them at Kovan for these past few days. Kovan has always been a second home to me. I'll be seen in Kovan whenever I'm vex, lonely or unwanted. Susan told me that I'm weird as I seems to come and go like a wind. Months ago I vanished from Kovan without a trace and now I appeared infront of them in the middle of no where.

Anyway, I've been vex about certain things lately. In this cruel society, this eat or be eaten world should we be stubborn enough to stick to our principal and get bullied by the "devils"or should we turn ourself into them and prey on others? To me love is a very pure, sacred and holy thing but its now being abuse,being taken advantages of, being polluted by the evil. So should I do my part and try my best to purify it or should I join the evil and assist them. Should I continue being a weakling and let others feed on me or should I turn into a predator who feeds on others. Simple speaking should I continue to be a foolish guy who is serious in relationship and let myself get hurt or should I be a flirt, timer or so called "hongsters" and hurt others instead.

Am I still Nicholas? Or am I someone else now? Hong or not to hong? There's tons of path of me to choose but which is the right path? There's tons of doubts and question in my mind but there's something I'm sure of it. Due to that incident I'm hurt badly. I'll change to a better and stronger person but what's the definition of strong?