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I've been in a pretty bad mood today. I turned in pretty late last night as I got tons of house hold chores to complete. Worst still I got to wake up early as I got to accompany my mum home from the hospital. As expected the first thing she did when she got home was to nag. She kept complaining how dirty the floor is and many more. Have she actually spared a thought for me while she's enjoying her life in the hospital I got to help her out with her house chores, got to prepare for O level and I got to help a number of my friends with some of their problems regarding their families, friends and relationship. So whose going to help me out with my own personal problems?

Went to Kovan to slack and in the meantime I hope that things will get better. Kovan is the only place where I can hide from my problems. But I really can't believe that I was almost taken controlled by my anger today. I almost let it took control over me. I'm glad that I didn't unleashed it, I'm glad that I didn't solve problems using violence or I'll be regretting now. I'll lose a good friend if I actually unleashed the beast in me.

I'm so freaking tired! If I lived to help others then who in the world is going to help me?! I've been so fucking stress up by so many things lately but has anyone spare a thought for me? Does anyone know how fucking stress am I? Does they know about my problems? Does anyone truly understand me? Does they know how I felt?

Tomorrow will be a better day? I doubt so. Things are going from bad to worse. Things have been going down hill. I prefered yesterday compared to tomorrow.