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Nicholas
5thSept
Virgo




Aug 27, 2007 7:42 PM

What was I thinking? I was too reckless! How could I be so stupid to hurt myself! Drinking and smoking wont bring her back! Whose reflection is that in the mirror. What have I become? He's not the Nicholas I knew. A stalker? An idiot? Why am I so immature! Argh. I got to get a grip. Got to stand up on my own feet again. I've got to wake up. I've got to be calm. Got to give her time.

Sorry if I scare you. I wasn't calm enough. Perhaps I wasn't ready. I need time to cool down. I'll ring you up when I'm ready. Maybe I'm really too naive.

Next wed is my birthday!