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Going insane

Going insane


Sigh. I'm so freaking vex now. I've just realised I'm a man without secrets. I just can't keep my own bloody secrets to myself! I keep telling everybody about my secrets. Although I manage to keep my friends secrets to myself but I just keep mine! What big mouth I have! When will I learn to keep my mouth shut! When will I learn to act like a grown up instead of acting like a kid!

My emotions are totally mixed up. I can be happy for this moment and sad the next before knowing it. I can feel sad, frustrated and angry at the same time! Is this part of growing up? ARGH! I'm already 18 and still vex about such minor stuff! I'm so CHILDISH, so bloody IMMATURE! I should control my emotions instead of letting them control me!

Anyway, went to played basketball at Seng Kang cc with Jing Jie, Jun ming and one so called boy. Everything went well until there's was one guy who played rough with us. Well guess he think our size are much smaller than his so he can pushes us around. Well let me tell you, he is wrong! I'm not a push over like I was months ago. I wont just let him step over my head and tell me what to do, I wont go down without a fight. Although we still lost the match but at least I show him I not a pushover.

Oh man. Today I felt so shag, so devastated. As if today's end of the world, everything seems so meaningless. I felt kind of hard to breathe. I felt as though there's a beast in me craving for more power. Am I going insane? I'm breaking apart....

You Have Low Self Esteem 80% of the Time

You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not. You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar.

You Are a Rainbow

Breathtaking and rare You are totally enchanting and intriguing But you usually don't stick around long! You are best known for: your beauty Your dominant state: seducing

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. It's important to you that your lover is very attractive. You like to have someone to show off. In fights, you are able to walk away and calm down. You are able to weather the storm. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Eyes Should Be Gray

Your eyes reflect: Intensity and drive What's hidden behind your eyes: A sensitive soul

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often. You tend to give more than take in relationships. You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

You True Love Will Find You

When it comes to love (and life), you totally put yourself out there. It's very easy for you to find love - and for love to find you. The best part is, you're never even actively looking to meet someone. You're just out there so much that love always seems to come your way.

You Are Really Not Happy

You may have noticed that things aren't going too well for you lately. Your life never used to be like this, but it seems like happiness is slipping away from you. You definitely need a change, because whatever you have going on isn't working. It's time for you to shake things up - even if it means totally changing your life path.

Your Love Type: INFJ

The Protector In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship. For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls. Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in. However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself. Best matches: ENTP and ENFP

End of the world?